Spent some precious time w/ Danny @ his mom n sister's, talking n holding eachother.
Funny how Danny has always been my knight in shining armor since he came into my life...he always instinctively knew what the right thing was 4 me 2 do when it came to me n my family n things like that,n he helped me in so many ways with things, habits, and opening up abt traumas in my life that I'd held secret. No one will ever ever mean more to me becuz of those things.
Even w/bipolar and now severe brain injury, and all the awful behaviors and attitudes they carry w/them, he says we both know, that he can no longer come before my children and he knows its wrong and can't do that anymore.
So anyway, I plan to continue to help him getting places and in any other way I can, and we arent cutting ties...neither of us wants or is ready for that...and to be honest, neither of us is sure where exactly we really stand right now or what this is...and how important IS it anyway? Whats important is both of us having the courage to do the right thing even tho its so very painful. Not everyone can say or do that...
,,,,so I guess its just one day at a time.
