Been thinking for many months now abt having something done...
something I'll have forever as a profession of my love...
something a few ppl may say is stupid and not something a future partner would want to look at...
Well, here's the thing.
There was one time only in my entire life that I was/am in love...
I'm not looking anymore for a "future partner."
I've experienced all the facets of relationships and sex in my lifetime that I want or need to...
I've been single, married, separated...will be divorced.
I've had 3 children and a grandchild.
I've had joy and hurt,
love and hate,
being poor, and success and extra money.
I've had good boyfriends and clingy not so good ones.
I've had commitments, and i've had one night stands.
I've had sickness and health.
I've made good and bad decisions.
Its been a colorful life and I really and truly have no regrets...
I have resolved to spend the rest of my life living my dreams and doing what makes myself and the world around me happy...
BUT...
when I think of the word LOVE, its his eyes I see, his voice I hear, his arms I imagine feeling, our warmth together I remember.
He is the one person who was able to "save" me from myself, in ways too intricate to even explain.
And he's the one with whom I felt my first as well as last true love.
Things went awry, and we had a most difficult set of circumstances...but thats ok,
cuz I still believe in miracles.
I've seen real ones many times.
If the Higher Power in my life sees fit, maybe we will be together again someday...
and if he doesnt see fit...which is more likely...
I'm ok with that as well...
It will say: "One True Love...Danny"
