Danny's cousin Sherry was not able to get Thursday off to go to the intake appt for ReMed, so I had to reschedule. They will let me know a date during the first week of November. I could have gone anyway without Sherry in order to speed things along, but I really want her to go. She seems to have a supportive way with Danny...an ability to "diffuse" some of his talk, and besides, she's his family, and I think its important she be involved. His sisters and mom, well, to be honest I havnt made them aware of this new turn of events. I have my personal reasons. When he is set to go and all plans are in place, then i'll inform them. In actuality, its been only myself and my family dealing with this, and his immediate family does not call or ask how he is doing....I just feel if thats the case, then I dont owe a blow by blow description of every detail as it happens. I feel very very alone in this. I wanted to bring Danny back home, and still want him here. I do not want to lose him, or the relationship, or put him outta my life.......but if things reach the point of no return, then I may be forced to place him in their laps. I almost feel as tho sometimes, that they somehow KNOW it may very well come to this, and are kinda "hiding" from this. I cringe to think of his future once that happens, but I cant put him before my family. My mom got wind of the police incedent, and some of the other goings on, and altho she doesnt understand, she IS right in her feelings I believe. ...
So I'm hangin on...we are all hanging on.......
